Bawy Year & Nebthet

The Bawy Year has been interesting for me. I’ve gotten to know Heru-wer a lot better; in fact I’m surprised at how much He’s around. Set not so much, but we seem to have an understanding that if I work on what I need to work on, He’ll be satisfied.

Heru-wer has been on me for lessons that apparently my Mother is not getting through to me with. Truth be told, Aset has seemed quite distant this (Kemetic) year; Heru-wer, Nut, and Sekhmet have been at the forefront of things for me. Once this would have panicked me, but now I think I can take it in stride.

Heru-wer and Sekhmet are teaching me about strength of character/being strong/being who I am and prioritizing my life to be what I want it to be. Things have really come together over the past few weeks. I really started to ‘hear’ Them when I learned They sent me the netjeri. I definitely feel the birds when I’m being strong, and when I waver. I was told they were sent to ”keep me safe’. Originally my definition of “safe” was safe from physical harm, but I think they’re keeping me safe to grow, be strong, and be myself.

On just this side of sleep, when I’m more likely to get a message from Netjer Heru-wer told me He has been around to teach me to “use the backbone your Mother gave you” and “be more of Aset’s child”. I think I know what He means, heh.

Since Nebthet became a new Beloved, She nearly faded right off my radar. I was starting to have doubts about the divination; did She say yes simply because I asked? However, a few weeks ago I had what had to be one of the most intense experiences ever…from Her.

I remember Hemet describing Aset and Nebthet as “Super Intense Goddess #1 and Super Intense Goddess #2″, and yeah, Nebthet is “super intense”.